vcr-damn,that 'other woman'sounds like a real nutcase.i am sorry she has caused you so much trouble.it's not like you need that at all.
again,thanx for the continued responses here.you guys have been great.
pale skin-indeed,i have often considered my thyroid having gone out of whack.it runs in the family.i have had a few blood panels done and they always turn up normal.these typical type of panels dont often find sublicinical thyroid problems,which can cause a host of symtoms,among them,depression-in fact,1/3 of all depressions are caused by hypo thryroid.
i did see the doctor and she ordered another panel done;should get the results next week,i hope.she also had me tested for anemia.i told her about sublicinal thyroid stuff,but she feels that the typical panel would indicate that they may need to be looked into,and previous panels have shown nothing.i still feel more sensitive tests should be done,but unless they are'warrented',she cant refer me to an endocrinologist for more as my hmo insurer wouldnt cover them.i may just have to pay out of pocket to see a specilaist myself,which sucks.we'll see.
Thalia77,i have an appt with a councelor june 7th.
mabey my worrywort personality has led up to this[as well as my high intake of junkfood[which i've cut down drastically],who knows.but all the times i have worried about stuff,i've never felt depressed.my mood was still normal.i'm just pretty confused.i wished this was all about poor attitude and wrong thinking.then i could attend to it.but i strongly feel brain chemistry is at fault here.and it'll take a while for anything to help.i just have to hang in there.
all this buttoning and unbuttoning...