I am in the middle of experiments and I do not have time for a full response about these issues right now. I will post more later, (when I get a chance), because it is quite apparent that people are fairly unclear about the reality of the situation. Here is a quick example of the type of lies and creepiness that Allison has been spreading about Sean, Eddie and the band on her live journal (and there is MUCH more!). This was posted in PUBLIC on her live journal, then it was hidden in some way (filtered, I guess?), maybe when she started thinking that she might want to get back together with Eddie. By the way, I posted this (and this was not private and already posted in public by Allison, so it is NOT a violation of her privacy) because I felt obligated to provide an example, since some people do not seem to believe that Allison actually did or said anything about the band. Sean would not make anything up and is not paranoid, etc. Neither am I. There are REAL reasons for everything, and just because Allison does not disclose these reasons does not mean that they do not exist. I have MUCH more to say about this, but I will finish when I have some time.

Allison wrote:

"kiss my ass lord brennan
good old london after midnight..trying to destroy anyone who doesnt worship the ground of lord brennan

sorry in advance for my babbling"



(Note: there were two big pictures here on the original post, one of the entire band, and one of Eddie performing)



"so yeah I dated the guitar player for nearly three years..it would have been three years in december to be exact. He would be the little bald troll wearing the hat in the corner. For the last year I had to endure the obsession of his singer Sean Brennan. The little bitch honestly thinks I was born to try and destroy his band. Sorry buddy but I believe you will manage to do that yourself. I am honestly amazed that nobody has tried to kill him. Oh wait according to him people have. Must be that sweet personality of his ;)

I don't even know exactly what started our dislike of eachother but when he doesnt like you he goes all out. He would email his fans and my friends telling them all kinds of shit about me. He would spend day after day posting about little old me on his message board acting like I was pure evil sent to hurt him. I have emails and logs that people would send to me of this guy trying his hardest to paint me some kind of stalker, groupie and just plain psycho. He would tell people that I beat Eddie..that I drove him to drink. I recall a few times out when dear Eddie would get drunk and push me at the clubs until people got pissy. He of course blamed this on me That I made him push me. I love how powerful I am. Sean was even around the first time he pushed me. He was of course drunk on jack which is usually when he would be in the pushy moods. So the night Sean was there Eddie kept pushing me not hard but enough for me to get a little freaked. Sean of course did nothing. But then I hear that is Sean's M.O.

What drives me over the edge is the fact that Eddie did nothing.. He was supposed to be my fucking boyfriend. He was supposed to love me and what did he do when all the drama started? He fucking ran off and hid and let me deal with by myself. Luckily I have my friends…. I was beyond fucking humiliated when I see would see all the shit they would write about me. They would talk about how I was mental and on medications. I was on Paxil for a bit that doesn't exactly count as being crazy. But my favorite was the whole I beat my boyfriend story and that he was afraid to break up with me because I would go after them. Well after everything I have put up with maybe they should be nervous. When this happened I was thinking this was the end of our relationship. I was done but then he came over and managed to stay in my life. I was a fool to have let this happen. If I had told him to fuck himself I would have saved myself a year of pain. But I loved the guy and maybe was afraid to be alone..I dunno. But anyway so we end up back together and Sean is still doing his thing and Eddie claims there is nothing he can do. That you just don't go up against Sean. I think if Eddie really cared about me..that if he had a spine and some fucking balls he would have told Sean to stop instead of hiding or telling me to be nice because during this whole drama I was told not to defend myself not to post on the board..not to aggravate poor misunderstood lord brennan. Back in March he banned me from the board and would do his ranting while bringing up the fact that I wouldn't defend myself..cute..

So maybe this little rant is my small way of trying to fight back. Im sure this post makes no sense but it felt good to vent a little ;)

oh and what set me tonight? Seeing him call a friend a puppet for basically being my friend pretty amusing since Eddie's nickname is Sean's bitch. So who is the puppet?


To be continued


[info]michelemortem
2004-10-26 03:38 (link)
You just vent away girl!! ;P ::snaps fingers::


[info]otkschoolgirl
2004-10-26 11:09 (link)
I actually got all nervous when I hit post..isnt that sad? just a reflex I guess hahah

so yeah him and sean last night were doing the whole victim thing..Eddie was getting the whole oh you poor thing!!!!!


[info]filthyrikky
2004-10-26 05:23 (link)
Sounds like Sean alright. Talentless tit.


[info]otkschoolgirl
2004-10-26 11:13 (link)
*giggles*

well he does have a "talent" for manipulation and gathering sympathy but other than that....


[info]jazminblue
2004-10-26 07:19 (link)
omg yes.. get it ALL out girl ;)
we will have fun friday :)


[info]otkschoolgirl
2004-10-26 11:13 (link)
oh im totally looking forward to friday! :)


[info]xxbellemortexx
2004-10-26 08:39 (link)
I'm glad you are finally letting this out! As a person who has heard lies about you from Mr. Brennan, I know how fucking vicious he was. He would attack anyone who would defend you. This is why I don't visit that board anymore. I got fed up with the bullshit. It started out fun, but after that it was just fucking drama all the time. Anyway, maybe we can plan some payback together. Hehe. I hope things start getting better for you now that you are out of that horrible situation. Love ya, sweets. Hopefully we can chat soon. XoX :)


[info]otkschoolgirl
2004-10-26 11:23 (link)
its honestly like he's obsessed. Its been a year since this started and look. And to be emailing you the things he did trying to turn you against me :( You would think now that he has won that he has his "special ed" back he could just pretend I dont exist but no he is still warning people about me. What a fucktard..a little payback sounds quite fun ;)

love you too and yes we need to chat more :)


[info]mortalpain
2004-10-26 09:33 (link)
Oh boy, I should tell you the long story about Thomas Thorn sometime... }:>


[info]wretchedxdoll
2004-10-26 11:11 (link)
I just hope theres no "spies" on your journal lol


[info]otkschoolgirl
2004-10-26 11:35 (link)
yup them good old "spies"


[info]duetemmo
2004-10-26 11:23 (link)
Yaknow, I realize I've probably given you a lot of shit over your relationship, but I trust you've known all along it came from a good place. I'm proud that you're finally seeing the situation for what it is and empowering yourself to look beyond the anger and the hurt. *hugs*


[info]otkschoolgirl
2004-10-26 11:30 (link)
I've been told im stubborn so even though I knew our relationship was a mess I was still trying to make things work. Part of it was spite..that I knew it was driving Sean nuts O:)

I know you were giving me shit because you care and once I got out of I saw things I did not want to see. I didnt realize he and Sean are more alike then I thought. The way he has acted since we broke up is disturbing. Its like he wants to keep hurting me but all he is doing is letting himself looking like a pathetic little bitch.

Its amazing the way they manage to make themselves out to be victims.. *falls over* "